Former One Direction band member Zayn Malik has written a new memoir, where he reveals a lot of juicy details about his personal life.

“There are things I address in the book that are very personal to me,” Zayn wrote while announcing the book on his Instagram page. “Things that I have never told anyone, things I still find hard to talk about. It’s a part of a journey that I am still on.”

The autobiography is simply titled Zayn, and he writes about his love for One Direction, drinking wine and much more.

One interesting part of the memoir is where he denies (sort of) cheating on ex-fiance, Perrie Edwards. He wrote in his memoir, per Hollywood Life:

“It was March 2015. I had been in a bad place for a while and I didn’t see myself getting out of it unless I made a change. My relationship with my fiancee, Perrie, was breaking down. To make matters worse, there were so many crazy stories flying around in the newspapers about us, and it felt like such an invasion of privacy, it made me just want to disappear for a while.”

Zayn Malik and Perrie eventually called off their engagement in August 2015, and the Mind Of Mine singer is now with model Gigi Hadid.

What do y’all think? Does tagging a story as “crazy” count as a denial? I do.