Ariana Grande has finally opened up on the passing of her best friend and ex-boyfriend, rapper Mac Miller.

Mac was found dead in his home last Friday around noon, and when emergency responders arrived on the scene after receiving a 911 call, they saw that he’d been dead for several hours.

There’s no official cause of death yet, but the assumption is that he died of an overdose, considering the fact that he’s been dealing with addiction for several years.

Ariana and Mac dated for a couple of years before breaking up in May, and a few weeks after that, she was engaged to Pete Davidson.

She posted a video of him talking with someone else about something when he notices Ariana filming him, and he laughs and says “Baby, stop!”

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They start laughing together, and she says “it makes me so happy,” so he tells her “I’ll tell you the story as many times as you want.”

She captioned the video: “I adored you from the day i met you when i was nineteen and i always will. i can’t believe you aren’t here anymore. i really can’t wrap my head around it.

“We talked about this. so many times. i’m so mad, i’m so sad i don’t know what to do. you were my dearest friend. for so long. above anything else. i’m so sorry i couldn’t fix or take your pain away.

“I really wanted to. the kindest, sweetest soul with demons he never deserved. i hope you’re okay now. rest.”

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